Here's the song... composed all the tracks myself.

http://www.merendi.com/useme.zip

It's a 35 meg download because it has video. It's zipped, so just unzip it after downloading. Lyrics below:

Fled from a world of pain
Broken, battered, and bruised
There's no reason for living
I'll never be happy again

Use me and abuse me
Take my body and soul
Discard my ashes
I will never be whole


- CHORUS -

Who is this girl that stares at me
With all that pain deep down inside?
How does she make my own heart weak?
What is she trying to hide?

- CHORUS -


Tie me up and let me die
Give me precious new scars
Neglect my wishes
Send me up to the stars

Nobody loves me
Nobody here
Nobody listens
Nobody's near


- CHORUS -

Who is this girl that stares at me
With all that pain deep down inside?
How does she make my own heart weak?
What is she trying to hide?

- CHORUS -